Wanting
I am now thinking it is time for a change. I am tired of being the person I am. I use to be a little more ambitious, goal oriented, and happy. Since the layoff, I have been miserable. I have realized that there is so much for me to do with my life and that I have passed on opportunitys that could have made me so much more of the man I desire to be.
I am ready to get this clothing company off the ground an I am ready to take the risks involved to get it done. If I lose a little money, so be it!
I have been offered free housing on a boat in a marina in San diego. I have pondered this so much. I want to do it so badly, but then again I do twant to lose out on the relationships I have formed here in phoenix.
Right now I am confident, but confused as hell too!