Does anyone understand that our soldier truly do have ears and can hear the negative things that are said, and also have feelings too, even though we arent sappose to use them. We are still affected by the things ppl say and do. How hard is that to believe.
I just dont get why People have to be so insensitive. I mean, alot of ppl are really greatful for the fact that I was willing to risk my life for the Great USofA, but that I risked it all for the wrong reasons. So in other words I risked my life no reason at all. Do any of you understand that I didnt risk my life for no reason, or the wrong reason? I did it with reason, purpose and pride. how many Iraqi’s have you spoken to lately? How many have told the stories of saddam killing thier father, sister or uncle? Yeh once in awhile you will hear on the news an Iraqi saying they dont want us there, but the fact is that most of them want us there.
Another thing that really gets to most of the service members when they come home is the fricken news that is played showing only negative stuff on the TV or radio. When I came home on leave I was so hurt that noone wanted me in Iraq and that the only thing they showed is Americans geting killed or that we were up to no good in that country. That is bullshit, what about he nasty dictator we overthrew, or all the weapons we are destroying each day, or the schools and hospitals we are building or the economic and military stability we are creating within that region?
When I came home on leave, I was seriously hurt do to the negativity, I cried often. I had almost lost my life a few times over in that country, but the closest I came is when a few buddies and I were on our way home for leave. We were at FOB Anaconda for the night so we could catch a C-130 (plane) to goto kuwait. We had just gotten done eating Dinner Chow and started walking to the PX. The alarms for “incoming” (mortars/rockets) started going off.
Well normally you would go get your Kevlar and IBAS (Individual Ballistic Armor System) and carry on with what you were doing. But in our cases we had just turned it in for the reason of going on pass. We live at FOB Spiecher and we are kinda use to mortars, as they hardly ever come close to any populated areas. So just carried on to the PX and started shopping for little odds and ends like pop and snacks as we were going to see a movie at the theater because we dont have one at Spiecher.
I had gotten done first with shopping and went into the little entrance way to the PX to wait for the others to finish. I was just about to go out and smoke on the stairs when I noticed that my buddies were heading to the checkout line and decided to wait as I knew they would wanna smoke too. I was looking out the glass doors past about 7 or 8 ppl when the loudest BOOM I had ever heard surrounded me and sent a concusion through my body.
I instantly crouched down and put my arms over my face and head. I took a look at the door between my arms to see what had happened. It was like I was in a Rambo movie or something. I remember the sight, and it is a sight I will never forget as this is truly horrific. When I took a look, it seemed as if the sun had dissapeared and I seen glass flying in at me faster than shit. Beyond the glass was the largest dust cloud, and through the dust cloud was 3 bodies flying through the air.
It was like a movie in slow motion, I swear on my life it seems to take 45 seconds just for that scene to play through when in actuality it was more like 2 1/2 seconds. Suddenly I was pushed from behind and then from my left side and through the inside door of the PX. I got next to the cash register when I got shoved again and went sliding down the aisle on my stomache. I dont know who shoved me but I believe it was a black man and black woman standing behind me when the blast occured.
I sat inside for about 20 seconds when they started calling for all medics and combat lifesavers. I am a combat lifesaver. I had to find my buddies to make sure they were ok first. I ended up running into them torwards the door. Spc. Black was a CLS too, so we walked through the doorway I was just shoved through and then out the doors that hald the glass that few in at me. I remember looking down the 4 or 5 steps and seeing blood and glass everywhere. After seeing the blood and glass I remember my stomache dropping and realizing what had just occured.
I looked around from the top of the steps and seen about 10 to 15 bodies laying all over. I ran to the first “downed” that had about 5 ppl already around him giving him aid. I look at his face, what a thing to see. His skins was the most chalky grey I had ever seen, worse than a dead person. He wasnt moving, just there. He was 37 years old I later found out and it was his last day in country because his tour was up. I notices a lump in his face about the size of a baseball located on his left cheak bone.
His leg and arm were obviously broken and you could see into his chest through the 3 inch wide and 7 or 8 inch long gash. Blood covered the ground under his entire body and blood trickeled out his ears. The baseball in his cheak was a piece of shrapnel that his cheakbone had stopped after entering behind his right ear.
There were already to many ppl there to help and I looked around at the other motionless or frantic bodies laying on the ground covered in blood and all were being helped. It would have been unwise to assist as we would have gotten in the way. Everyone was hustled into the PX for shelter except those where rendering aid to the victoms.
It was about 15 to 20 minutes later when we met up with the rest of out group that was going on leave at the same time we were and we got the hell outta there. We drove by the movie theater and my buddies went to go see one. I couldnt, I had to get as far away from that PX as possible. Me and the rest of the group went to the tents we were held up in for the night. I smoke about 3 smokes and then laid down. I was out. I talked to a medic later and she said that is a normal and good thing, as that is how a mind shuts it’s self down for a insane amount of stress it cannot handle at the time.
Well that is the story of my PX adventure at Anaconda. I am sure you are asking what happened. Well 122mm Rocket hit the PX roughly 10 meters from where I was. Soldiers had notices a hodgie outside the PX on a cell phone and acting frantic Prior to the explosion. He dissapeared a few minutes before hand. The MP’s cought him and 2 buddies outside the perimeter of the base and arrested them. Should have shot the fuckers in my opinion.
I ask, for the sake of all the military over there, coming home, or going over there, dont talk trash about them being there, or going there, be positive, it will indeed make a difference to them. Even if they say something negative, stay positive, because later they will think about it, and they will feel better that someone is proud and backing them, no matter what.
Enough complaining for tonight. Take care folks, and make sure you do what you can for the world today, cuz it may not be there tomarrow.