unsoshabl » Love

Advice not taken

unsoshabl — Fri, 03 Sep 2010 07:25:54 +0000

My friends are always telling
me to move on, to give up.
But why? Why should I?
They don’t see you the way that I see you.
They don’t look into your eyes
and see the world.
Why would they understand?
They can’t possibly imagine what
it means to look at your best friend
and see all their hopes
and dreams come true.
I wish for once, just once,
they could walk a mile in my shoes.
But they wouldn’t need to walk that far,
they would just take one step and suddenly,
they would take back every bit of
‘getting over you’ advice they had
ever given me and realize you’re my life,
you were meant for me,
and that moving on or giving up
is simply not an option.

100 in a 55 – Pop Evil

unsoshabl — Mon, 23 Aug 2010 09:40:16 +0000

Turn back on the broken hearted

Some things are just meant to be

I still believe that we got a chance

I still believe that we got a chance to be

Too much is never enough

And too little to never enough

Full speed got me looking out my rear view

I can’t go back

Going a 100 in a 55

And i don’t know why i’m still alive

But i do what i can

But i know i can’t take anymore

I still believe in this rock n roll

N i pray the music gon’ save my soul

But til then i still believe

Some things are just meant to be

It’s messed up but i got this mission

Drunk again won’t remember anyway

She said it’s just a game boy

Don’t be gone

Don’t be gone for long

Ten years i been doing this forever

It’s all i know baby please don’t turn away

I know you don’t believe in me

But i do believe in you

Doin’ a 100 in a 55

And i don’t know why i’m still alive

I do what i can but i know i can’t take anymore

I still believe in this rock n roll

And i pray the music gon’ save my soul

But til then i still believe

Some things are just meant to be

I’m still falling

Away from here

I’m still falling

This winds are falling on

I can’t go back

I’m in too deep

Going a 100 in a 55

And i don’t know why i’m still alive

But i do what i can

But i know i can’t take anymore

I still believe in this rock n roll

N i pray the music gon’ save my soul

But until then i still believe

Something

Goin’ 100 in a 55

And i don’t know why i’m still alive

But i do what i can but i know i can’t take anymore

I can’t take more baby

I still beleive in this rock n roll

And i pray this music gon’ save my soul

But ’til then

I still believe

Some things are just meant to be

I still beleive

Some things are just meant to be

I still believe

Some things are just meant to be

Yeah

I still believe

Some things are just meant to be

Call Me

unsoshabl — Sat, 24 Jul 2010 22:04:07 +0000

Wrap me in a bolt of lightning
Send me on my way still smiling
Maybe that’s the way I should go,
Straight into the mouth of the unknown
I left the spare key on the table
Never really thought I’d be able to say
I merely visit on the weekends
I lost my whole life and a dear friend

I’ve said it so many times
I would change my ways
No, nevermind
God knows I’ve tried

Call me a sinner, call me a saint
Tell me it’s over I’ll still love you the same
Call me your favorite, call me the worst
Tell me it’s over I don’t wan’t you to hurt
It’s all that I can say. So, I’ll be on my way

I finally put it all together,
But nothing really lasts forever
I had to make a choice that was not mine,
I had to say goodbye for the last time
I kept my whole life in suitcase,
Never really stayed in one place
Maybe that’s the way it should be,
You know I’ve led my life like a gypsy

I’ve said it so many times
I would change my ways
No, nevermind
God knows I’ve tried

I’ll always keep you inside, you healed my
Heart and my life… And you know I try.

Don’t Go Away

unsoshabl — Sat, 24 Jul 2010 03:52:49 +0000

In my darkest state of mind
I am riddled with despair
When I try and close my eyes
Your voice is all I hear
I will think of you tonight
I will hold back all my tears
I’ve waited all these years

Please don’t go away
You’re making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
You opened up my eyes
And made me realize
Now its changing everything
It’s crazy how I feel this way
I can’t explain don’t go away

I see your shadow all the time
I see your face inside my mirror
Like a sunset in the sky
You distract me from my fears
I keep holding it inside
And I wish that you were near
It’s better when You’re here

All the things you said
And all the games we played
Will come back to you
See the look in your eyes
Ooooh, don’t’ go away

Please don’t go away
You’re making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
Please don’t go away
You’re making a mistake
You and I were meant to be
You opened up my eyes
And made me realize
Now its changing everything
It’s crazy how I feel this way
I can’t explain why I feel this way
It’s hard to say
I want to make you see
What you mean to me
Don’t go away

2nd

unsoshabl — Sat, 10 Jul 2010 04:14:47 +0000

I always seem to be second best, and it drives me nuts….

If not second…. its a higher number.

I want to obtain my goals, my dreams. I want to go to school, but it seems just so far out of reach. I want to own a home but that seems totally impossible. I want to have a family, but that never seems to work…..

Always second… always to far out of reach… always bleh…

I will have my dreams, I will obtain my goals, I will succeed and I will prove all this…. to noone but myself.

I am miserable

Point In Time

unsoshabl — Mon, 05 Jul 2010 21:28:09 +0000

There comes a time, a Point in Time where one must say enough. I am coming to that point. I can only handle so much. I have tried and tried. I cannot take it anymore. I cant stand co-existing/co-habitating when there is nothing personal. I feel like a tool, literally a tool. A means of nessesity rather than anything else. I should be a luxury. A means of pleasure rather than anything, not a means of nessesity.

Tired of the fight. The fight of a hope, a hope which you are unsure of.

Mad World

unsoshabl — Tue, 22 Jun 2010 07:27:41 +0000

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kinda funny
I find it kinda sad
The dreams in which I’m dying
Are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It’s a very, very mad world mad world

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
And I feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what’s my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me

Time Isnt As Time Was

unsoshabl — Sat, 29 May 2010 19:29:00 +0000

Time isn’t as time was
You changed
I long for your old embrace
Fearful it wont come

Long your face grows
Colder your heart becomes
Love holds us together
shredded my heart becomes

Love I never Imagined
It certainly grew
At least for me

Despair you share
Cold shoulders
You prepare
Nothing left to give

I feel it all
With every word
You speak

Know this my dear
In end you can’t repair
My heart
You tore

I love you
And only you
My heart
No longer beats

4-28-10 02:29

Truth be told

unsoshabl — Thu, 27 May 2010 05:05:46 +0000

Grazing through pictures
Enjoying what I see
Knowing what will come
I slow down

Your skin so soft and smooth
Eyes shining like a star
There you are…
Your absolutely gorgeous

Catching my eye
A phrase now upon me
Gasping for air
I knew it was coming

Much like death
It is inevitable to know
but cant keep
From happening

A constant reminder
Not Hidden
Not showing
However always there

In the end
Controlled or not
Eventually someone
Everyone hurts

Worst – Best

unsoshabl — Sat, 08 May 2010 08:47:54 +0000

“I’m selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.”
— Marilyn Monroe