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EX’s
Monday, December 11th, 2006Ex’s
Forever being a nice guy
A friend I always try,
I sit and listen with contempt
While you all repent,
Often saying you are tired of assholes
Even if they don’t look like trolls,
Many times you look past us
Although with me you have trust,
There are some of us “good guys” out there
And a lot of you hold us near and dear,
But only as friends
Most of the time when your relationships end,
I have heard many times from some of you
It was me the “nice guy” you want now though,
Even when it’s too late you still try
Even though you once said good bye,
It’s not fair and now I say
You fucked up long ago on that day,
Nice guys finish last
It hurts looking into the years of the past,
I have been through this many times
Often once again being punished for doing no crime,
Fuck you my friend
Hope you understand this end,
Lately I have heard “I want someone that wants me as much as you want her”
I say to you, this takes time and necessitates being together,
You chose your husband rather than us
Then understand you must,
You chose your boyfriend rather than us
Then now understanding me and my new actions is a must,
You may have blown their trust
You have left me more than once… crushed,
Fuck you for that
Who wiped my tears…. alone I sat,
I have now regained and became confident
Alone I feel in this moment,
This will change I can swear
My heart is now under repair,
Without you it will take more time
In my heart forever you will be mine,
I know now others want me for me
Sad and lonely I shall not and will not be
As there are a million of you fish in the sea,
You miss and love me you still say
But can you prove that on this day
As for my pain… you cannot repay,
For me you have forgotten now
So now I will give a goodbye bow
As I think I have received my new crown,
Time for me to start over
And you will soon see… I was your four leaf clover
And perhaps your very best lover,
Not talking bout the sex
Or the fact you loved me you said matter of fact
But more friendship was once and still is our pact,
I have not given up on you
You said that it is us that must be through
This is all the women I speak to,
I will not forget
And my time with you I will not regret
But the pain in my heart has long been set,
Your once promise of not hurting me
Is now a lie you served to be
For your choices I don’t blame…. The logic I can see
My trust in you will never be redeemed,
I have given you all my happiness, love, and heart
But you have chosen to be apart
You know no one will ever love you the way I do
But now from you, me I will remove,
For I wish I had skates and a river
For this pain I cannot re-deliver,
Take care my friend
This is a new end
Hope our hearts will mend
No doubts together we will be again
CESII 11Dec2006